Jinx

        All the things that I have done in the past in uselss and pointless now. I hope for something that I know that is impossible to happen and I Look like a dumb who is still hoping that maybe there's even a little chance to reach and achieve a particular goal.
         But it's too late now. I'm so disappointed not only to myself but to those MONSTERS who caused all this jinx.  If only itz not a sin to curse people! before i hate witches and stuff but now I want to become one just to put a curse on them!
         Funny thinking huh? Maybe even if they asked for our forgiveness, we can't just forget what happens.They caused too much damage and things will never be the same again.
          In their perspective they don't did something wrong. I hope the things they have done to us will not happen to them in the future because i know that when it happens, it twice as much as hardship that we've been through

Bad Day For Julie

       Today is a bad day for julie. First, she lost her cellphone then after that she didn't found her pouch in her bag. I don't really know why her wallet is not there since Kuya Rene guard our things when we left.
        We are so busy in this day. But atleast Mr Puod and Ms Magpusao has accepted our work in structure methodology and Webpage Development. But I noticed that Mr Pon Ann is irritated whenever he see us. He maybe thinking that we're so irresponsible because we are always late especially when we passed some docs and checking of the system. I even heared him say that Ms Magpusao should give us a failing grades. He is one of my favorite teachers in ncst though. But after I heared all that I feel disappointed on him. He is not the same teacher I used to admire before. He just become like the other teachers on the faculty. Being angry and irritated to us without them knowing the truth behind our acts. Instead of giving us a courage to continue they just let us down.
       I dont wan't to study in NCST anymore. It feels like everyone set their eyes on us. The teachers, students and all the people who thinking bad about us.

        I can't even go alone to class. I just become independent to Julie and mhaycy and I hated the fact that it seems I can't live without them.
     Whenever im thinking whose fault is this, I can only see the face of the people who backstabbed us. They always count what they do in the project and if i were only them I will never do the same thing. Because I know the hardship of being left-out in a group. But they don't realized it. they just thinking about themselves. How selfish!
       I know it's pointless to think something bad about thembut I can't help my temper rising whenever I'm thinking about the damage that they've done to us. Each time I set my eyes on them all i can see is a monster!